It all started this evening with an inspiration to write, a memorial for abandoned blogs, and a slightly troubled mind.
Needless to say, after all the hassle it took to will myself to make a decision to create the blog, design it to my liking, and prevent my mind from wandering, here I am with everything I had planned to say completely vanished.
All it took was looking through old photographs and the memories that happen to come with them to derail my train of thought. Go figure.
I will be the first to admit that I struggle to keep the blog life going, but now that I have a reliable work schedule, I can attempt to cut out some time to stay on top of things. Now, that may deter you from continuing to read further, but if I am being completely honest, I have only given up with the blogs in fear that someone would actually read them and want to tell their friends about it. Most of this, I believe stems from the ideology that if I were to put my writing and my thoughts out there, it will sound good only to me.
Being fearless is not one of my strong suits when it comes to personal endeavors. I seem to be brave when it comes to taking risks for my job, my friends, and my family. However, relationships and public displays of writing prowess or any artistic medium, is another story.
Among my resolutions are all of those things; gaining confidence to allow people to push me to write and be successful, being able to be secure enough in my own abilities to put my work out there, and accepting the fear of rejection are at the top of the list.
While this is only my first post on this site, I will do my best to keep this blog out of purgatory.
Don’t forget to be you, and most importantly, be fierce. Something I believe everyone needs a healthy dose of 😉